Whatever you assimilate inside, even though invisibly and you might not notice it, but it’s translated outside. When you come back from higher worlds, sometimes the mind doesn’t record it. Even just a little dream at night, you wake up, you forget. And dream is even black-and-white and it’s right there, but you forgot. So not to talk about going to higher levels. Don’t worry. You must have progressed in order to see the world in different angles and a more peaceful way and more loving way. It’s translated out.