I had no karma really before I started officially this business. Many people looked at my hand looked at my face, and said, “Oh, how come You have no karma?” I said, “What for do I need karma?” […] They were seers, clairvoyants, avatars and all that, the monks, and the people who practiced Quan Yin Method, also. Some of them could see very well. So, some of them saw that I was Master Sawan Singh [Ji] last life, so they came and prostrated to me right in front of everybody, when I was just a little chela (disciple), humbly sitting on the floor reading a discarded newspaper, for example. […]
Before I even took on this business officially, I vowed that I would save the people who are the worst cases, who are from hell and who nobody else cares for. So, they all come to me. So it’s my fault. But OK, I can bear it. It’s not a big deal. It’s just that you cannot say that you don’t feel anything. That’s all. I’m explaining all this to you (Thank You.) maybe so that you know something. Maybe you can also protect yourself. Otherwise, it’s not like I’m dying or anything.
The problem is like that if... The ego also. The ego also, the negative force works on your ego a lot. They use the ego to manipulate you, your pride, your arrogance, and your “I am something. Why does She treat me like this, like that?” But I don’t treat you anything unless you do something wrong, all the time. Sometimes treat the dog(-people) not nice, then I have to tell.
Treat me not nice, then I just ignore it. Like she doesn’t cook for me, then I don’t ask anymore. I cook for myself. She doesn’t even share some vegetables that she goes to the shop to buy. Then I ask somebody else to buy, or I just eat whatever – dry vegetables or fruits. Whatever I have. Or canned food. And now I have a lot of those rice noodles, (vegan) instant rice noodles, from Taiwan (Formosa), very nice. I just ordered two boxes, and you put it in hot water for five minutes, you stir it, and then that’s OK. It has also some protein in it and some vegetables. Of course, dried ones, and you put boiling water, then it becomes softened. And that’s fine with me because I can’t bother to cook all the time when I come home. Sometimes I’m tired. Not all the time, but like recently, I’ve been sick for many weeks and almost every day I eat (vegan) instant noodles or dried something. Now and then, I cook. Only when no more instant noodles and no more rice noodles are left. Why are you laughing? Is it funny? (It’s funny.) Why? That’s the situation.
I don’t ask a lot. If they don’t do it, then I don’t force. I don’t use the Master position to say, “You have to do it for me.” I’d rather have a volunteer. If you like to do it, then you do it. If you don’t, then you don’t. Because she has the money, my money. She has the car, my car. She lives in the house, my house.
I don’t go out shopping. I need to meditate a lot. Therefore, I’m helpless. I can’t drive my car very well because I don’t trust myself now to drive. When I was younger, yes, I drove a lot. Not really a lot but drove like in America or elsewhere. There’s less traffic, big roads, and I drove short distances. I can drive, but this is too much risk. Suppose the police stopped me, then I would be in a headline.
I have done nothing. I don’t do anything at all, just go eat (vegan) pizza on a private beach – already headlines. Many times. I had done nothing wrong, I just rented a room in a hotel just to do my job. And already in the headlines, for example. So suppose I drive the car, go out and maybe hit a tree because I’m tired or something, or because I am “gone away,” then I will be in the big headlines everywhere. So I’m stuck, I’m helpless. I have a driver’s license, but I haven’t driven for a long time because in such situations, it’s better I don’t drive. I’m under constant worry, or meditation too deep, so it’s better I don’t drive. That’s all. And I don’t know how many drivers already, they drive me crazy. Or they want money, so they drive themselves out of my life. They become funny, I don’t know why. Maybe I just use the wrong people, of course. So I’m always trying and trying, hoping one day I’ll find the “Mr. Right.” “Mr. Right Driver.” You just have to try, no? And if it cannot work, then it doesn’t work. Nobody is going to kill you. Oh, I mean – me.
So, I really have to protect myself a lot. But I’m OK. Generally, I can manage, just sometimes it’s really tiring. When I cough too much, I get really tired, or have a loose stomach constantly because of world karma, then I get really tired, and I come home, I just don’t want to cook. Excuse me. So, you just get used to these things, and then you just try to survive differently. Nevertheless, I’m always thinking, “I’m still very lucky.” They didn’t kill me this time. Many other lifetimes, they killed me for money or locked me in a room to let me starve to die while they took everything away. One of those now, for example. And that’s why they came back, just to make it up. But still, it makes me a lot of trouble, too.
Why do you look like that? Why are you so miserable? I said something wrong? I didn’t say anything about you. I don’t even know you. What happened? (Just a little bit sad maybe.) Sad? (Sad.) Why? Why are you sad? (Listening to all this, I mean...) Oh, sorry, we don’t have to. (No, no. No, it’s...) Just do Quan Yin. We just began with his story, and then I began to tell you how to protect yourself, and then I also told you my example that it’s not easy just to trust people. Of course, it’s just one or two examples. All of you are perfect and trustworthy. It’s just my [the world] karma makes it that way. I mean mine, yours, our karma makes it that way.
I had no karma really before I started officially this business. Many people looked at my hand looked at my face, and said, “Oh, how come You have no karma?” I said, “What for do I need karma?” It was just a joke, but many people were very surprised that I had no karma. At that time, when I was in India, a lot of people could see things. They were seers, clairvoyants, avatars and all that, the monks, and the people who practiced Quan Yin Method, also. Some of them could see very well. So, some of them saw that I was Master Sawan Singh [Ji] last life, so they came and prostrated to me right in front of everybody, when I was just a little chela (disciple), humbly sitting on the floor reading a discarded newspaper, for example. Like that, see? So, I couldn’t always avoid being known at that time. But at that time, I was well. And even when I became a nun and worked in the temple, a lot of the time, all day, I still was very well, I was very healthy – had pinky cheeks all the time. I looked pretty at that time. No hair like him, but I looked pretty, prettier than him. Just joking. Just joking.
Do you have any special question you want to ask me or tell me things? Yeah. Give him a (micro)phone please. Yeah, microphone. (We’re causing You so much problem. Is there anything that we can do? We don’t know if we were an enemy. I guess maybe we all were or some were, or we’re giving You negative energy. What can we do to help? Is there any… to help?) No, not you. Mostly the ones causing trouble are the ones who are nearby. Because even if you cause trouble, it’s just at a distance. Not constantly, not so near, not too close for comfort. Understand? (Yes.) So, I took care of the worst already. You are doing well. I’m really glad to see you, honestly. I’m not trying to say all this to blame you, or telling you that you have bad karma or anything like that. It’s the nature of my job. (It’s OK, I want to know.)
I’m just telling you that you cannot always trust anybody. But I think the worst people, they came to me already. So, you are safe with each other. I can trust all of you, actually. Even with those people, I trusted them before. I never thought negative of them until they did all these things. I never thought, never. Only when they did something and then it awakened me to the past lives, then I would see it. Naturally, I would see what they did to me in the former lives, then I would know. But I don’t do anything to them. If I can change, then I change. Well, at least… You know, new problems, fresh problems. Like, coffee is all black, or bitter. But your old coffee, you don’t want, sometimes you throw it away, you make a new, fresh coffee. It’s the same – bitter, dark. Right? No difference. It’s like that. So, sometimes I change the “cup of coffee” to get a fresher taste of bitterness, like that. So, it doesn’t matter, really. It doesn’t matter.
Actually, enemies or friends, it’s just all illusion to me. I’m just telling you because we have nothing else to talk about. Just by the way, he said he was robbed and endangered like that, and he could even manage to escape. That’s a wonder. I was even robbed officially also. Sometimes I don’t have that karma, but I have an assistant who has that karma, then it will happen to me to a lesser degree. If it happened to her, she might die, or she might be injured or something. But it just happened to me, it’s very light and simple. Just like now, you asked to take my cough. You don’t know what is behind the cough. It’s not just a cough. If you take it, you won’t just cough. I cough, but there are many other things behind that. And for the Master, it’s lessened already because of the Master Power. But for an ordinary person to bear so much similar karma, then you would die, or you would go to hell many lifetimes.
So, don’t ever wish anything from me to you. I don’t want anything to happen to you. I just want you to be happy and protected, so that you can meditate in peace, peace of mind, and always know that the Master Power protects you, no matter what. You see how many things happen to me? I’m still alive, and happy, cheerful, and telling you jokes. This is what we should do. I’m still making jokes. Just like all the “enlightened” tests before, I failed miserably. I failed all of them miserably, maybe stand only one or two. Wow. Terrible Master! Never mind. But you all have good experiences; your lives change for the better. It doesn’t matter about me, OK? It doesn’t matter if I’m good or bad as long as you become good. That’s the main point. Suppose I’m a bad Master, but you become enlightened, your life becomes better, you’re happier, you become a more loving and kind person, then it doesn’t matter if the Master is bad, just take it from Her. Take initiation and become a better person. Who cares? (Thank You.)
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