I’m afraid of ego more than anything. (Yes, yes.) Nobody quizzes her? You be the bad guys for me. Come on, ask anything you want! You make sure the people who come to me are not troublesome to me. You have to protect me! Because I don’t know what to do with them. You be the bad guys. You ask them. Any more questions for the lady? Yes? (Were you happy at [Supreme Master] TV? Were you?) […] (I was happy there. But at the time that Master spotted my problem, I was going through a lot of internal turmoil. But I was happy with the brothers and sisters.
OK. Next one. Anyone want to quiz this woman? (No.) You want to quiz her something, anybody? No, this one, this one. The first one, we forgot to quiz her. (What is she going to tell her husband?) (Yes.) Yes, what would you tell your husband? (The time has come to face the truth.) The time has come, what? (To face the truth.) That you haven’t found the Truth or nothing? (No, our truth, that in this relation... in this life... And he knows I’m not happy with what I’m doing. He knows that. It’s not like I’m breaking something perfect up.) What if he doesn’t want you to go? (I have a sweetener!) You have what? (A sweetener!) What’s that? (Sweetener.) (To make it sweeter!) Oh! (I don’t have any money, really, but half of the house is mine, and he can have it.) Oh. I thought I could have it! So, I have nothing! (If You want it, You get it!) Never, huh? Now that you’ve already given it to him, I don’t want to snatch it back! (He doesn’t know yet.) But everybody knows already. (Yes.) They’ll tell him! And if you live with me, he hates me enough already. Now I take half of his house. Oh dear!
(But maybe God can arrange it so that he finds a nice girlfriend, and then he’s happy.) No, come on. How long does it take to find him a girlfriend? (Not long.) How long will it take you to come? Suppose you can come, how long will it take you? (To what?) To come? (Here to You?) Yeah. (Well, now? What do You mean?) Now. (I have to go home first and take a few things, maybe like my birth certificate, and I don’t know. It’s just I have a flight for this evening to go back, and that’s it. I have no obligations.) And then after, how long? (And then it depends on what You want me to do next.) I don’t know how long it takes for you to be free. How long will it take you to come, to be free? (One day.) OK, good!
Next one, how long it takes you? Job? Obligations? (I have no job at the moment.) No job? (I freelance and so… I’m not booked for a while.) Freelance? (Freelancer – when you don’t have a contract.) I know, but what do you do normally? (I work in the publishing business, working in an office where they research pictures and things like that for magazines.) OK, OK.
Have you worked for Supreme Master TV? (Yes.) You’ve been there? (Yes.) And then you came back? (Yes.) Why? (Because my ego was too big, so You had to send me back.) I’m afraid of ego more than anything. (Yes, yes.)
Nobody quizzes her? You be the bad guys for me. Come on, ask anything you want! You make sure the people who come to me are not troublesome to me. You have to protect me! Because I don’t know what to do with them. You be the bad guys. You ask them.
Any more questions for the lady? Yes? (Were you happy at [Supreme Master] TV? Were you?) Were you happy at Supreme Master TV? (I was happy there. But at the time that Master spotted my problem, I was going through a lot of internal turmoil. But I was happy with the brothers and sisters. What I was going through at that time was very intense, but I was happy there.)
What was it then that you struggled with? (You know when You spoke yesterday – I wasn’t in the room – but when You spoke yesterday about the lady doing the cooking show, where she was kind of displaying too much of the ego, I think that’s what happened. Because I did a little bit of hosting, and it was in English, it wasn’t in Portuguese. But that was happening, and then You said it, and it was very strong. And I remember saying to the sister at that time, I said, “Sister, I feel it’s very strong.” It was almost like I couldn’t stay to deal with it. I had to go and work on learning what was there.) Are you sure it won’t happen to me like that? That would be scary. (That’s why I’m saying that I’m with my feet on the ground, and I’m really aware of it. I’m not going, “La, la, la, la, la,” as if… I’m very aware of it.) Alright. We understand.
Whoever wants to talk next... See, it’s open for discussion. Alright, guys? Do not look upon them as anything special. Please ask them questions. Any more questions for this lady? No? You let her go? Ah! There’s another question. (What about your family pressures?) (My family lives in Brazil. I’m the only one here.) Are they initiated? (No, because I was initiated in September. They haven’t seen me since I’ve been initiated.) What if they ask you to go home? What about your family? See? She thinks of everything because she’s very mad that she cannot go. You quiz her for me. I give you the authority. Do it. Now you don’t play with all this… (I don’t mind. I don’t mind at all. Because I just want to make sure that I don’t give You trouble.) Me neither. (I want to be fair.) I don’t want you to give me trouble. (Just ask. Just ask.) Anything else? Can you pay $10 per day every day? (I can.) OK, that is at least something. In case she’s not useful, I make her pay for her food. Then I don’t have to throw her out. You can stay there and eat, but that’s it.
OK, next one. Any more questions for her at all? (With you being Brazilian, what about any physical passions that you might struggle with?) (Means any...) (Physical passions that you might struggle with.) Very passionate people? (That’s a very bad reputation. But no, I’ve been single for three years, so it’s fine.) Three years is nada (nothing)! (But that’s fine. I’m fine.) She has been for 30 years, and now she’s had two boyfriends in a row. One after another. She told me she would just love me alone. Yes. And I just turned away from South Africa, here, here are two, two handsome ones. OK, tell me next. (Anymore?) So, no passion? Forty-seven, right? (Forty-two.) Forty-two! Oh, dangerous zone! They call it the “return of the springtime.” Yeah, 38, 40-something…
(Yes, hallo! I am from Estonia. I think somebody mentioned me to You. You mentioned that I am Jewish, but I am not. I am Estonian.) I don’t care if you’re Jewish, my goodness! I mentioned it… (A lot of Estonians have German names. Just that’s why.) But never mind, I don’t care! Your nose is as long as you want. (I am Estonian. I don’t know of any Jewish ancestors.) Even if you know, who cares? It doesn’t mean anything. It’s just what the name sounds like. (Yes.) (No shame.) No shame. (No. I don’t mean that. Of course. Yes.)
You speak English? (Yes, I speak good English.) Very good. And Estonian, also. Right? (Yes, and Russian.) Russian? A little bit or a lot? (In between a lot and a little bit. Sort of... not very good, but quite good.) As good as my German, like? Better? No, don’t be... Just tell me. Better than my German? (It was better, but I have forgotten some words.) OK, OK. OK. Understand. So, everybody else, keep telling her what to say. (Chinese sign?) Chinese sign. Yes! (It’s Rooster.) Rooster, OK. (Earth Rooster.) OK, she’s a Rooster. What next? (And I want to say, I have no…) Earth Rooster. (I am not really committed to... I don’t have work now. I don’t have a relationship that I am committed to or anything. Like, I’m free.) You’re free. (Completely free.) Completely free, OK. Quiz her for me, OK? (Yes, so like… I’m sincere.) You are. Everybody is sincere, no? (And I’m willing to work.) She’d tell you that she’s even more sincere than you. How she cried like a kid. Oh, dear. Tell me now… Yeah, everything! Please ask her!
(Tell Master and the rest of the group what your talents are and what work you can offer, how you can offer yourself to Master workwise, and what your talents are.) Like what’s your proposal, yes. What are you going to do in my house? (I can do... I guess I can do different kinds of work. And if something is...) What are you good at? (I can learn if some new work calls for it.) Oh, learn, it takes too long. What are you good at first? What do you have to offer first? And then learn – that I will decide. Hey, this is going to be fun, especially for the ones who cannot go. At least you comfort yourself a little bit, huh guys? I allow you. Come on. So that at least you feel satisfied that, “OK, this person can go.” You protect me, no?
(I guess I can do different kinds of things, really, what are needed. I can do different kinds of things.) Like what? Are you good at what? What do you do normally? (I have done all kinds of different jobs, so…) But I don’t know what kind! (Yes, yes.) You say all kinds, but what kind? These two Estonians are together. (Yes, yes.) Helping each other. (I’ve been a secretary and childminder, and all kinds of different work.) Just office work? (Yes, I have done.) Are you guys very tidy, clean? Any sloppy person? (Yes, I’m tidy.) Tidy? (Yes.) OK, keep asking, come. I’m not asking anymore. You ask. Ask for me as if you would be me; what would you like for a person to come to stay with me? Ask in your heart; You’d know already. So you ask them if they’re up to it.
(And sister, are you…) Turn it on, honey. (How many hours are you capable of putting into the work on a daily basis, and how many hours will you still be able to meditate?) (I think I can work very long hours. Meditate – in time, I will be able to meditate longer also. But I think I am capable of hard work.) (And where there’s a lot of pressure and many demands on you, and the demands can come from all different directions, all at the same time, how do you manage with pressure?) How? Good question, no? (Yes.) (You just…) Could be chief of the staff. At least you do that. (You just concentrate on what you have to do and on positive things. And I mean, you don’t concentrate on your pressure. And if you’re busy, you don’t notice your pressure so much, or you don’t pay attention.)
(OK, and when you’re under pressure, do you find yourself getting more negative towards the situation?) And people? I like that. (I think if I’m under big pressure, I’m even maybe better than if I have… Sometimes I worry about little things. But if I have a more difficult problem, then I’m very calm, and I have no problem with coping.) (And if Master puts you into a position where you have to go out into the public and talk to the public openly about a certain task or a certain project, how will you manage?) (I think I could talk, yes. It’s just you have to get used to it. With a situation, you have to get used to it.) How come nobody else asks anything? You are not sincere about protecting me. You just let “n’importe qui” come to my house. “N’importe qui” means “who, whatsoever.” Whoever comes to my house, you don’t care, right? (She’s doing a good job.) Behind there, talk loud; the microphone is so difficult. There’s another debater behind there.
(If there is an emergency and Master’s away, would you take it upon yourself to make a decision, or would you wait for an answer from Master?) (If there is an emergency, then maybe you have to be fast. You cannot... Maybe there is no time to wait for an answer… You just have to do what you feel is the best. What do you mean – to call the Master?) (Yeah, I mean, some...) (No, you have your own connection with the Master. And if the Master is away, you cannot ask always what to do. If there is an emergency, you have to trust yourself.) Suppose you can ask, would you? (Yes, if it is possible, of course! Yes, of course!) OK. Are you happy with her answer? (Of course, always I would ask if it were possible to get in contact with You, like…) Are you happy with her answer? (It’s more important that You’re happy with it, Master!) No! It’s you who ask questions. (Of course, I didn’t understand. But if it is possible to ask, of course, I would always ask first, for sure.)
